Wednesday, September 21, 2011


'Search my heart...'

I want- I long to be in the House of The Lord. To have what was before, and still is; without my physical self there.

'Search my soul...'

The melody takes me backwards and it just pierces me and rubs my nerves raw. I pulled the curtain strings tight around this place and have not even dared to tune my heart in that direction.

'There's nothing else, that I want more...'

To truly pour out my life, Lord, to you in that place. Why am I in this place???
But yet-

'With all my heart, with all my soul, with all I am... I will follow You...'

I will look up, I will get up and let the music rip it all open. I will bleed. Slow drips; a little leaking. Without them, God, I ache! But-

'Without You, I am nothing.
Without You, I am nothing.
Without You, I am nothing.'


  1. nothing...and yet a beautiful broken empty vessel so clean and waiting to be filled, to be poured out, to be radiant, to be flowing, to be shining....

    LOVE YOU xoxo

  2. Blessed is the man whose strength is in you. Whose heart is set on pilgrimage....

    I will say of the Lord HE is my refuge and my fortress MY God, in Him will I trust.

    HE shall cover you with His feathers,and under His wings you shall take refuge; HIS TRUTH shall be your shield and buckler.

    Be abundantly blessed on this journey...
    With Love,